Thursday, August 23, 2007

Just Trying To Understand

I realize as I write this I do have 2 beautiful girls. They are the light of my life and the reason I get up every morning. I am grateful everyday to have them in my life. They make me laugh,smile and cry sometimes.

I am just overwhelmed with a lot of things right now. It's seems I can't catch a break. Someone please explain to me how I have Endometriosis and a large cyst on my right ovary. I thought having 2 kids would take care of this. I am in pain everyday and it never lets up. I am just tired from all this,again I feel overwhelmed.

I wanted to write this for a couple of reasons. First, I want to look back in a couple of years while I am nursing my 3rd baby and tell myself I am a wiener. Second , there are no good posts because by the time the girls are asleep I am wiped out. So when my pity party ends you all will see a better Red Headed Mommy.

So this is what I am dealing with and I hope you all understand.

p.s. Gracie has 1 new phrase,"no mommy" Great(with a sigh)


BlondeMomBlog (Jamie) said...

Oh girly I hope you catch a break soon and start feeling better. Being a mom is already very tiring and I can't imagine how tough it is if you don't feel good. Take care of yourself...that's the best thing to do right now (and love your girls.)

Katie said...

I'm sorry! That sounds awful! Pity parties are good sometimes because you'll feel better after venting.