Monday, June 23, 2008

Finally There Is An Answer!!!

Since I was 14 I was diagnosed with Endometriosis. I have suffered with a lot of pain and all the things that could go wrong with this horrible disease. Somehow I have managed to have to beautiful girls. These past years I have been in a lot of pain and I am miserable every day.

Everyday I wake up and try to be a good mother and wife. Sometimes I question my wife duties because the pain is so horrible. I love my husband and just adore my girls. They are the world to me and everyday I thank God for them.

I try to be a good patient and listen and do everything I am supposed to do. The pain lately has gotten to be to much and I don't think and can deal with it anymore.

My awesome Gyn sent me to a Gyn specializing in pelvic pain and endometriosis. Just talking to him I felt 100lbs of anxiety come off my body. He has a plan for my problem and he is going to fix it.

So first ,next Monday June 30 I am having surgery. Very invasive but it will help me. Dr.M even has more plans after surgery. I really liked his thoughts and I liked his personality. He understands that my pain is real and that this can be fixed.

God willing I would like more children so all these steps will help me get there.

So this blog will be about my journey through this tunnel of hope. At the end I hope I will have another baby. So please if you would follow with me. Please pray that Dr.M's plan and God's plan are going to work together.

2 comments:

BlondeMomBlog (Jamie) said...

I will be thinking of you sweetie! Sounds like he is a very proactive physician and wanting to work with you. Lots of good vibes coming your way...I'll say a prayer for you.

Debi said...

I am new here from Erins. Glad to hear your getting the surgery. That should definitely do it. I will be Praying for you also. I had the shots first without a consult, a nurse just came in the hospital room and gave it to me, it shrank the endo tissue so much that when I had my hysterectomy I was told it was no longer an emergency (2 wks between shots and surgery)after it was done. The only thing with the shots (I cannot remember the name) was it was said to diminish bone density. I will hang around and comment when I have something worth adding. :o) Nice to see you like comments.